Alex Ava is creating words about feelings about cardboard that is games
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patrons

$48
per month
I love board games, and I'm trying to figure out why.

Tactics and Tactility is my blog exploring the nature of boardgames, looking at the moments that make us burst with joy while playing.

The idea is to talk less about mechanics, and a bit more about feelings, about what it means to be playing, and about why certain moments are so wonderful.

I want spend more time being thoughtful, and talking about a bigger range of ideas and feelings that come up during play. I want to carry on doing tiny think pieces exploring what I like about particular games, as well as the culture around boardgames that I think can teach us something about this joyful, playful, connective hobby.

I also want to start writing mini not-quite-reviews. Where I talk about a game I've played, and just generally about the feelings and stories that came out of the game. I won't be telling you if you should buy something, but I can tell you what made me laugh or cry or shout.

I need your help, mostly because I have so much anxiety around money that I find it really hard to prioritise work that doesn't get me paid (and sometimes I am just completely paralysed by that fear).

I don't expect to make much, but I'm hoping enough people will want to see my writing that they might consider helping out. If enough people do, I'll be able to focus more and more, and bring you more and more writing.

Every dollar is a huge boost to my drive to make this work happen.

If you can't make a regular donation, I'd also appreciate smaller random donations.


Who the hell am I?

Nobody special, just a writer with a day job and more words than I know what to do with.
I mostly write about musicboard games, and other weird things that crop up.

Here's some of my older projects and bits of work too:
  • Queen: An Exploded Diagram -  a post by post dissection of every Queen album, track by track.
  • My music writing for The Monitors - something bordering on professionalism
  • Unstruck - a writing and illustration game I played with a horde of collaborators. A question a day, a rushed five hundred words, a rushed illustration by someone else. We did it five hundred times. It was useful for me. 

I'm a nonbinary trans person (so use they/them or ze/hir pronouns if you're talking about me) living in West Yorkshire. I've got some anxiety, social and otherwise, and depression issues, on top of trying to figure out my gender dysphoria and what to do with that. Sometimes that'll come up in my writing, sometimes not. Boardgames help me socialise and get to know people, so it's definitely relevant.

Rewards
Sweetybugs
$1 or more per month 5 patrons
Just being awesome. Undying gratitude, and if you have questions or suggestions, I'll try to prioritise people who are sending money (although to be honest, I'll take suggestions and questions pretty readily).
Kindbots
$5 or more per month 3 patrons
This is a huge deal, and gives me a huge boost. I'll sometimes to bonus posts 'behind the scenes' so you can find out a bit more about me and my messy, hopeful practice!
Besteggs
$10 or more per month 3 patrons
You aren't just good eggs, you might be the best eggs.


We'll figure out a way to send a print of one of the illustrations to anyone who backs and pays a month at this level. We've not worked out how this will work yet, but it'll be nice, right?
Hopefully you'll be able to pick an illustration you like or wait for something you're really into.

Goals
$48 of $200 per month
If we hit this target, I will start siphoning off money into being able to dress as Kate Winslet when we first see her in Titanic. It will be literally the best thing ever.
I'll also actually be able to dedicate some serious time to my writing, which might also be good.
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I love board games, and I'm trying to figure out why.

Tactics and Tactility is my blog exploring the nature of boardgames, looking at the moments that make us burst with joy while playing.

The idea is to talk less about mechanics, and a bit more about feelings, about what it means to be playing, and about why certain moments are so wonderful.

I want spend more time being thoughtful, and talking about a bigger range of ideas and feelings that come up during play. I want to carry on doing tiny think pieces exploring what I like about particular games, as well as the culture around boardgames that I think can teach us something about this joyful, playful, connective hobby.

I also want to start writing mini not-quite-reviews. Where I talk about a game I've played, and just generally about the feelings and stories that came out of the game. I won't be telling you if you should buy something, but I can tell you what made me laugh or cry or shout.

I need your help, mostly because I have so much anxiety around money that I find it really hard to prioritise work that doesn't get me paid (and sometimes I am just completely paralysed by that fear).

I don't expect to make much, but I'm hoping enough people will want to see my writing that they might consider helping out. If enough people do, I'll be able to focus more and more, and bring you more and more writing.

Every dollar is a huge boost to my drive to make this work happen.

If you can't make a regular donation, I'd also appreciate smaller random donations.


Who the hell am I?

Nobody special, just a writer with a day job and more words than I know what to do with.
I mostly write about musicboard games, and other weird things that crop up.

Here's some of my older projects and bits of work too:
  • Queen: An Exploded Diagram -  a post by post dissection of every Queen album, track by track.
  • My music writing for The Monitors - something bordering on professionalism
  • Unstruck - a writing and illustration game I played with a horde of collaborators. A question a day, a rushed five hundred words, a rushed illustration by someone else. We did it five hundred times. It was useful for me. 

I'm a nonbinary trans person (so use they/them or ze/hir pronouns if you're talking about me) living in West Yorkshire. I've got some anxiety, social and otherwise, and depression issues, on top of trying to figure out my gender dysphoria and what to do with that. Sometimes that'll come up in my writing, sometimes not. Boardgames help me socialise and get to know people, so it's definitely relevant.

Recent posts by Alex Ava

Rewards
Sweetybugs
$1 or more per month 5 patrons
Just being awesome. Undying gratitude, and if you have questions or suggestions, I'll try to prioritise people who are sending money (although to be honest, I'll take suggestions and questions pretty readily).
Kindbots
$5 or more per month 3 patrons
This is a huge deal, and gives me a huge boost. I'll sometimes to bonus posts 'behind the scenes' so you can find out a bit more about me and my messy, hopeful practice!
Besteggs
$10 or more per month 3 patrons
You aren't just good eggs, you might be the best eggs.


We'll figure out a way to send a print of one of the illustrations to anyone who backs and pays a month at this level. We've not worked out how this will work yet, but it'll be nice, right?
Hopefully you'll be able to pick an illustration you like or wait for something you're really into.