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2017 is the 20th anniversary of when I ran away and join my first circus and began this adventure to seek HOME in no place particular but more a feeling of found purpose and to be surrounded by a community of like minds collectively having something to say about the world and continually coming up with ways to speak to people from the inside out instead of on a high horse looking down. One of our sketches as clowns was to put the audience through boot camp for the Army of Light by Major Love all while convincing Major Downer to join us too. It seems so childish to me now back in "hippie heather" days but what was truly amazing about this group was the process of creating new material for our shows, deeply symbolic concepts or storylines or sketches that were simply but with really huge implications for positive world change embedded in them, was so easy! We would just sit around the kitchen table at the circus house once a week and anyone who had thought up some kind of new idea or rough sketch has a turn to put it on the table to see what others think. Occasionally one of Scott's ideas would be a little too half baked and corny and we say nah with him usually agreeing it didn't sound as good out loud to him either, but most of everyone's ideas were never shut down ever! Instead we each wrote the part we wanted to play in the piece in this layer upon layering of each member adding ideas that the one before stimulated and all agreed. Epic! I've never seen anything like it since. Most other troupes and circuses almost immediately of their initial conceptual formation, there's a rush for power and authority positions which usually get filled by first come first serve instead of applications and interviews keeping merit in mind so they're filled by people who want more to be the one in charge than to be a part of something. From that point creativity is stifled and artists are puppets to the political structure which is always adding new rules and expectations and dues that have to be paid in order for the privilege of doing whatever they say. At that point it doesn't matter what's the message, it won't come through. Members are too wrapped up in placating their superiors to have any creative leeway. The present your idea council is frustrating as it becomes more of a debate and stretching of resources to the point where they break way to being shut down despite potentially being great. This is not the place I came to but from where I ran away. They usually kicked me out anyway because I plain don't deal well at all with power struggles and structures and heartbreak. All it takes for magic to happen is a willingness to include everyone's participation in the production, not as assigned servants but as co-partners who are encouraged to run whatever direction their enthusiasm takes. Permission granted to try. Sometimes they fall apart but no one is unhappy for trying in the slightest. Often being allowed to train wreck is how the tracks are laid to better towns. After being allowed to engineer it is then we're willing to shovel coal the rest of the day. Train keeps moving, all aboard next station fulfillment of the feeling that you were a part of something greater than yourself instead of used for what you would have gained. I want to build back this community and have a place to shine by letting others shine! Meanwhile my resources for keeping my own spark aglow are so limited and my heart continues to mourn my banishment from another stifling management team saying no to letting me express something in their play... and even still I only want to continue to training for pro-wrestling despite it costs me money and will never pay. The reason why is laughter is the single most healing thing I could possibly create for people to appreciate and I have concepts that are FUNNY! Funny because they're so cruel and hurtful in stereotyping others pain that the only way to relate to both the predators and victims breaking way to absurdity where a calming courage comes up from the base that before was severed. Even if it runs me into the ground and makes me uncomfortable along the way I WILL MAKE FUNNIES!! Perhaps with that will come more women turning into our own league. Let us make you laugh because of our pain! Let us heal your own because we will say it in an undeniable way! Support me to keep training my body to do these stunts and bumps and I vow to accept your ideas and allow us to create statements to bring joy from out of painful harmful situations we will relate to everyone else's deeply embedded traumas until they break up into oblivion from how much their diaphragm shakes.

All my relations. 93's. Namaste. 

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2017 is the 20th anniversary of when I ran away and join my first circus and began this adventure to seek HOME in no place particular but more a feeling of found purpose and to be surrounded by a community of like minds collectively having something to say about the world and continually coming up with ways to speak to people from the inside out instead of on a high horse looking down. One of our sketches as clowns was to put the audience through boot camp for the Army of Light by Major Love all while convincing Major Downer to join us too. It seems so childish to me now back in "hippie heather" days but what was truly amazing about this group was the process of creating new material for our shows, deeply symbolic concepts or storylines or sketches that were simply but with really huge implications for positive world change embedded in them, was so easy! We would just sit around the kitchen table at the circus house once a week and anyone who had thought up some kind of new idea or rough sketch has a turn to put it on the table to see what others think. Occasionally one of Scott's ideas would be a little too half baked and corny and we say nah with him usually agreeing it didn't sound as good out loud to him either, but most of everyone's ideas were never shut down ever! Instead we each wrote the part we wanted to play in the piece in this layer upon layering of each member adding ideas that the one before stimulated and all agreed. Epic! I've never seen anything like it since. Most other troupes and circuses almost immediately of their initial conceptual formation, there's a rush for power and authority positions which usually get filled by first come first serve instead of applications and interviews keeping merit in mind so they're filled by people who want more to be the one in charge than to be a part of something. From that point creativity is stifled and artists are puppets to the political structure which is always adding new rules and expectations and dues that have to be paid in order for the privilege of doing whatever they say. At that point it doesn't matter what's the message, it won't come through. Members are too wrapped up in placating their superiors to have any creative leeway. The present your idea council is frustrating as it becomes more of a debate and stretching of resources to the point where they break way to being shut down despite potentially being great. This is not the place I came to but from where I ran away. They usually kicked me out anyway because I plain don't deal well at all with power struggles and structures and heartbreak. All it takes for magic to happen is a willingness to include everyone's participation in the production, not as assigned servants but as co-partners who are encouraged to run whatever direction their enthusiasm takes. Permission granted to try. Sometimes they fall apart but no one is unhappy for trying in the slightest. Often being allowed to train wreck is how the tracks are laid to better towns. After being allowed to engineer it is then we're willing to shovel coal the rest of the day. Train keeps moving, all aboard next station fulfillment of the feeling that you were a part of something greater than yourself instead of used for what you would have gained. I want to build back this community and have a place to shine by letting others shine! Meanwhile my resources for keeping my own spark aglow are so limited and my heart continues to mourn my banishment from another stifling management team saying no to letting me express something in their play... and even still I only want to continue to training for pro-wrestling despite it costs me money and will never pay. The reason why is laughter is the single most healing thing I could possibly create for people to appreciate and I have concepts that are FUNNY! Funny because they're so cruel and hurtful in stereotyping others pain that the only way to relate to both the predators and victims breaking way to absurdity where a calming courage comes up from the base that before was severed. Even if it runs me into the ground and makes me uncomfortable along the way I WILL MAKE FUNNIES!! Perhaps with that will come more women turning into our own league. Let us make you laugh because of our pain! Let us heal your own because we will say it in an undeniable way! Support me to keep training my body to do these stunts and bumps and I vow to accept your ideas and allow us to create statements to bring joy from out of painful harmful situations we will relate to everyone else's deeply embedded traumas until they break up into oblivion from how much their diaphragm shakes.

All my relations. 93's. Namaste. 

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Circus Monkey Associate ~ creative input for ideas, themes, events, suggestions

Yes! I will consider your idea as if it were my own and never dismiss it without substantial reasons (like safety concerns).. You are welcome to please give me input on what you'd like to see me create or we can even collaborate together on it. You are my equal in co-creating wisdom and are forever a part of the community I call home <3 



Welcome to the Circus!

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Free Fire Show for your Birthday!

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Be sure to let me know when and where at least 2 weeks in advanced, please.. and btw you rock my world and light my heart on fire!!!