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I am a trainee psychodynamic  psychotherapist working in voluntary roles in NHS psychological services.

I strongly believe in long term psychotherapy which has sadly been very crippled by lack of funding in the NHS.

My training is very intensive and demands regular psychoanalysis, large amounts of reading, clinical and theoretical writings as well contact time with patients. In addition to I support a number of other inpatient and outpatient services in the NHS in voluntary roles.

Once upon a time trainings such as mine were fully funded by the NHS and there was support for long term psychological therapy. As it stands I am having to fund my own training. 

I am writing about some of my experiences and reflections over at I intend to write and blog here as I develop on my journey through towards qualification and beyond. 

Any support for the running costs of the blog would be hugely appreciated. 

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