Bittereyeis creating Gaming Content and animated graphics for streams and videos.
Tier 1: This first tier will get you a Lower Third designed by me for your Stream or Video. The file will be delivered to you in a .mov extension with Alpha enabled for transparency. These are all animated!
Tier 2: A more detailed Lower Third (or Higher Third). The file will be delivered to you in .mov extension with Alpha enabled for transparency. These are all animated!
Before we begin, my Personality Type is “THE PROTAGONIST” (ENFJ-T)
A brief recent history of me... (Grab your popcorn!)
I was once a Project Manager at Dell that took me roughly 3 years to obtain the role. While I was there, I was also trying to find love and kept failing miserably leaving me in a state where I wasn't happy at all. I had a nice car, nice materialistic things but I was missing a "partner in crime" per se. After searching online, I met someone in Australia towards the end of 2015 (December). I decided to vacation there for 2 weeks to meet her; this was the very first time I left my own country (U.S.). After traveling there and finally meeting her, I decided to do the unthinkable and move there. Yup, I sold everything I had, quit my career that I worked so hard to acquire and moved out of the country. I did this for many other reasons other than just her. Have you ever just stopped and wondered what the hell you're doing with your life and you want to just escape? Yeah, at that point in my life (back in 2015/2016) that's exactly what was going in my head every single day... was tired of the mundane lifestyle. All of my friends are married with kiddos and I'm like "The Last of the Mohicans" wandering around wondering when is divine timing going to catch me a break!
I moved to Australia October 1, 2016 on a 1 year Holiday Visa, which, for those of you that don't know, means I cannot work on that Visa. After moving there, I tried very hard to find work for about a month and kept coming up short which then led to slight depression and loneliness as I have no friends, no family to lean on for any kind of support whatsoever. My girlfriend and I weren't exactly getting along either so already I felt the world caving in on me... I was lost and scared.
Moving ahead in the timeline, all of a sudden it was July/August 2017 and it was time for me to move back to the states. The entire time in Australia, I was unemployed in a failing relationship due to me not really being... well... ME! I ran out of money, I had no job, I had nothing. I gave up everything for someone and was ultimately left wondering, "What did I just do to myself...." Literally. This ruined any confidence I once had and therefore left me not caring about anything. She never understood all of the sacrifices I made to get there to be with her, sadly.
I moved back home (Texas) in July/August of 2017 but this time it was with my parents... No car, no money, no girlfriend, no friends. Everything gone due to a chance I took and it all just blew up in my face. What lessons was I to learn from all of this? Ego check? Tangibles? The willingness to keep getting back up? Maybe all of the above?
It is now 2019 and I am still stuck in the same predicament. I never thought I would be in this position ever in life yet here I am trying to climb my way out of this mess I put myself in!
After applying for over a few hundred jobs in the last 12 months, not receiving a single phone call or interview, I decided to start streaming and posting YouTube videos up on things I enjoy doing. No it isn't just playing games... I started to dabble a little in Adobe Premiere Pro, Adobe After Effects and Adobe Photoshop (none of which I knew how to use!) and found that I thoroughly enjoy video editing and the process that goes into making content!
Listen, I am still applying for jobs left and right but I see so many success stories out there of streamers and content creators etc. just figuring out a way to enjoy what they love yet making a living out of it! Who knows, maybe I will find what it is I was looking for the entire time down this path!
So here I am in 2019, trying to do something that I probably shouldn't be doing but I feel drawn to this and maybe I will turn this terrible story around and into something memorable and worth sharing later in life!
Thanks for reading this if you made it this far and please know that I appreciate you for any support you can provide. I am completely open to joining forces with a like minded individual looking to be successful and share this vision I have.
For you Astrology Nerds out there, I am a Libra Rising, Cancer Sun, Aries Moon.
I would also love to hear from other creators that are looking to start a partnership and perhaps start a new vision with more than one mind! As much as being a lone wolf is great and all, there are many times where I would love to share this journey with a like minded individual.
The first $1000 would go towards a new monitor so that I can multitask and edit much faster and easier than my current setup.