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Hi there.  The reset button has been hit.  I had so many grandiose plans of late.  I was creating an artist residency of epic proportions, I was building loads of sustainable alternative dwellings, I was starting a kids earth-based magazine, I was becoming a film director, I was finally writing the long in coming (and best selling, of course) young-adult fiction novel that had been aching in my bones for so long.... basically, everything that I once dreamt I was finally going for.  

It started out as fun.  

Quickly, however, it turned into a quagmire of business manipulations in an attempt to make some money, quote un quote, doing what I love.  

And for awhile, even that felt AMAZING.  But only for awhile.

Because the mind is incredibly limiting.  

When functioning from the mind everything inevitably turns to shit.  I speak for myself.  My mind turns everything to shit.  The person, no matter how lofty their dreams may be, is functioning from delusion.

I don't need to DO what I love.  I am not even the doer.  

I AM LOVE.

Its something that I can say, but do I fully know that in its entirety yet? Have I fully merged with truth?  On one hand you can say YES, we all are already that, but on another I am still identified with limitation and the body-mind, so no.  It appears like a bit of detox from the mind right now.  Purging out everything that is not real so that only the real remains.     

So I've given up my dreams.  I'm not building an earth bag house, because life has other plans. I'm not writing a novel because I'm too attached to the outcome. I'm not doing anything until I wake up.  

Sure, my body is still happy to play, to laugh, to seemingly do, I still have a job, I still make love, I still get upset, but I am working on myself.  With self-inqury and sitting in satsang I am working on myself.  Not to become a better person, but to wake up from the dream of personhood and be that which I truly am. I am already that anyhow, now just to fully realize it.  

If you made it through all that and are still interested in this creative and spiritual unfolding, your donation and support is very much loved and appreciated.   Any funds received go to fuel the fabric spool to produce more quilts made with love, and also go into the whirlpool of magical happenings that will bring me and my family to Portugal where I can be more fully devoted to my teacher and practice of self-inquiry.

For all of those in an earnest search for truth, 

Love love love
Chelsea  



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Thank you my love.  With all my heart.  Thank you.  May your awakening be swift.  
Hi there.  The reset button has been hit.  I had so many grandiose plans of late.  I was creating an artist residency of epic proportions, I was building loads of sustainable alternative dwellings, I was starting a kids earth-based magazine, I was becoming a film director, I was finally writing the long in coming (and best selling, of course) young-adult fiction novel that had been aching in my bones for so long.... basically, everything that I once dreamt I was finally going for.  

It started out as fun.  

Quickly, however, it turned into a quagmire of business manipulations in an attempt to make some money, quote un quote, doing what I love.  

And for awhile, even that felt AMAZING.  But only for awhile.

Because the mind is incredibly limiting.  

When functioning from the mind everything inevitably turns to shit.  I speak for myself.  My mind turns everything to shit.  The person, no matter how lofty their dreams may be, is functioning from delusion.

I don't need to DO what I love.  I am not even the doer.  

I AM LOVE.

Its something that I can say, but do I fully know that in its entirety yet? Have I fully merged with truth?  On one hand you can say YES, we all are already that, but on another I am still identified with limitation and the body-mind, so no.  It appears like a bit of detox from the mind right now.  Purging out everything that is not real so that only the real remains.     

So I've given up my dreams.  I'm not building an earth bag house, because life has other plans. I'm not writing a novel because I'm too attached to the outcome. I'm not doing anything until I wake up.  

Sure, my body is still happy to play, to laugh, to seemingly do, I still have a job, I still make love, I still get upset, but I am working on myself.  With self-inqury and sitting in satsang I am working on myself.  Not to become a better person, but to wake up from the dream of personhood and be that which I truly am. I am already that anyhow, now just to fully realize it.  

If you made it through all that and are still interested in this creative and spiritual unfolding, your donation and support is very much loved and appreciated.   Any funds received go to fuel the fabric spool to produce more quilts made with love, and also go into the whirlpool of magical happenings that will bring me and my family to Portugal where I can be more fully devoted to my teacher and practice of self-inquiry.

For all of those in an earnest search for truth, 

Love love love
Chelsea  



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Thank you my love.  With all my heart.  Thank you.  May your awakening be swift.