I like being on the internet and going to the gym. I used to be a huge gamer but now i just do it now and then if i really can't find anything else useful to do.
I know alot about living healthy, history after 1900, guns, cars and geography (i know every country in the world, can point them all on the map, know almost all their capitals and flags, every climate, where each climate is, etc.)
I also love warm weather, friendly people, and big rewards for hard work.
During my life i've learned alot of what i have been trough. I have a mild form of autism and that's probably why i hear alot of people nowadays saying i'm creative which i really like to hear!
But because of my autism i also had a lack of social skills for a long time. It started to improve when i turned 15. From the 3rd year in elementary school till then, when i was 15, i got bullied. Sometimes now and then, but mostly constantly.
When i was a child, i mostly preferred to play on my own. Which unfortunately made me an easy victim for bullies.
That actually kinda ruined my childhood.
When i went to middle school, i thought it was going to be different but it wasn't. Sometimes i even wanted to commit suicide.
To climb on the fire escape from the apartment around the block and then make an end to all that shit i never deserved.
But everytime after school i passed the building, i thought to myself: 'what if it gets better one day...'
And that's how i am still here and able to write this without any pain inside me now.
When i turned 13, i made my youtube account and made videos about videogames. When i turned 15 i stood up againt those who bullied me verbally downgraded the fuck out of them while everyone could see it. They were shocked and stopped. When i turned 16, i started making song parodies. Alot of great friends and awesome acquaintances were, and are very impressed. I also made, and am making songs with the melody made by myself too. The feeling of people saying positive things about it, keeps me happy and confident.
When i turned 16 i also started going to the gym much more. I always wanted to look stronger because i used to be skinny too. This agains keeps me happy and confident.
I'm not a very happy person because of my past, but because of the fact i'm living a life comfortable enough now, i'm happy enough to live.
By the way, i also learned, that if i work on things i'm good in and like to do, i can get big rewards.
I love making music. parodies, and house, R&B and hip hop by myself.
I love imitating situations, accents and movies. Which might make me a good actor.
I have an idea of a website to create that i might want to sell to a big company like Facebook later.
I have an idea of creating posters i designed in my head. Which i want to sell on the internet if i have the ability to.
I am prepared to work out more so i can become a fitness model too.
Because of the fact that i feel like i got less than i deserved in my past, and because i know that if you work hard you get rewards much bigger compared to the effort you made, i am working hard on what i can and when i can on all the things i listed above. Especially during vacations.
That's why i also have a student job for the weekend so i have the money to pamper myself once in a while, AND to invest in items i need for all the work listed above.
My dream is to make all the work above come true, to own a modern 1,5M dollar mansion in South California, USA, to own the 3 cars of Tesla, no need to do 9 to 5 jobs anymore and much more time to be with other awesome people.
About religion, i'm atheist. I do not believe in god because the burden of proof of it lies on religion.
As a child i thought being religious means you're a good person. But the older i became, the more i see that the opposite is extremely common.
If you need religion to be a good person, you're faking it and doing it because you believe in heaven.
As an atheist i'm being a good person because we don't need god to have morals.
I think i have never expressed myself this much before.
Respect to all those who have respect, and have a nice day! :)