I went to work anyway because I feel bad that I'd missed two days. In hindsight, I'm not necessarily very good in the self-preservation department and I respond shockingly well to even the hint of guilt for someone who wasn't raised Catholic. Not a great combo.
Further along in the month there was a bit more similar foolishness. Tim and I decided a while back that we were going to go to Kupocon. I, unwisely, decided I was going to get anything I had on my To Do list completely cleared before we went and put myself into workaholic overdrive mode before the big travelling day.
Then the condo was invaded by ants a few days before we were due to leave, I had to go to war with them and beat them back with vinegar, an awful lot of heavy duty cleaning, and a shop vac briefly stolen from down the hall, didn't accomplish my goal, and worked myself into a tizzy.
Again, I will never claim genius. I don't possess such a thing. I'm insane at best.
So it stands to reason that maybe I wasn't mentally in the best shape when the day of travelling to Vancouver arrived. I really should have expected some kind of revenge from the meatsack that I walk around in. Annnnd so I kind of passed out on the bus-ride to the ferry for what seemed, at the time, to be for no discernable reason. Seriously. I mean literally passed out: I was fine, I was watching the scenery go by, all was well, and then I abruptly felt extremely unwell. It turns out that in times of dire physical distress I'm a little bit of a robot who pretty much just looks astounded and spews error messages in a ridiculously calm tone. I pretty much turned to Tim and said "Oh dang, I think I might throw up," in a slightly fascinated sort of way and then, while he dug around for some sort of bucket-like item to help me, I sat up a little straighter and said "No. No, wait. I think I'm going to pass out. Ah. Hang on."
And then I fell over, the world disappeared for a solid thirty seconds (so I'm told; it was kind of like hitting the DVD skip button to me) and when I came to, Tim was holding me like an unwieldy sack of potatoes while I said something equivocal to "I'm sorry! Rebooting, I think!"
And then he asked me if I wanted to go home because hey, I'd kind of just lost consciousness, and I said - because I'm a moron both at heart and in the brain - that hell no, I want my vacation. So he acquiesced and we went to Kupocon all the same.
The ferry ride felt like five minutes instead of an hour and a half because I pretty much fell asleep for all of it. After that, no further ill effects. I still don't know what in the world that was.
I've kind of been taking it easy since then, though. All of the theories about what caused my brain to spontaneously reboot seem to have to do with stress and a lack of escape from it (I'm very, very bad at relaxing you may have noticed) so I'm attempting to maintain chill.
I did get the Suggest-A-Sketch drawings completed. There are surprisingly many of them because I took at least one prompt and just ran with it. I'll start posting those in the comings days, as well as the new request post, but before I start that I want to mention something I hinted at on my Tumblr just to give a bit of advanced notice in case anyone's interested in the slightest: Before the end of this next month, I'm thinking that I want to try doing commissions in an attempt to acquire enough funds for a new computer before my only remaining old one shows its age and has a hardware cascade failure of utter doom instead of just the hiccups it currently displays on a semi-regular basis. My tentative plans are to offer commission slots to you fine folks first and at a bit of a discount, and then to the wider world at my regular rates (which I need to review and possibly adjust prices on; more on that as it develops).
I also want to offer a Patreon-exclusive sort of commission: custom tikedi and/or tekk, with an added option of having your newly designed character make a brief appearance in the comic if you'd like.
I probably won't do those different commission types all at once but rather in phases, and each time I open up a phase of commissions, there'll probably be only three slots because I'm rather new to this. But I wanted to say something ahead of time for those who might be interested.
Now, have a bonus selfie of Tim as genderbent!Lightning (Final Fantasy XIII) and myself as Aerith (Final Fantasy VII) from just before the con that I miraculously survived long enough to attend!
Tim made everything in those costumes because he's a wizard, and of course, he's got a lot more to show off on his own Patreon (obligatory advertisement here because, after all, he buys half the groceries).
I'll try to be healthier in coming times, I swear. No more near death experiences!
Next time you hear from me, which will probably be tomorrow if you're pledging and a few days later if you're watching: there will be sketches.
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At this tier, I'll also happily dole out discount codes for newly minted merchandise on the likes of Redbubble, offer first dibs at much cheaper prices of new handmade things for Storenvy, and surprise you with occasional digitally crafted gifts like desktop wallpapers.
This is also the tier where I'll occassionally open slots for exclusively priced mini commissions: digital sketches for $25 and custom critter designs for $50 (a significant savings over my usual rates!).
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You get everything in the $1 Tier, plus:
At this tier you get to see behind-the-scenes materials for Prophecy of the Circle like process sketches, inks, and what the pages look like without all of those word bubbles on them. Some are exclusive and will not appear elsewhere. Some are early access.
You also get doodles: exclusive warm-up sketches that I do before drawing comics or larger projects and the things I scribble onto post-it-notes when I'm bored. Some of these are also exclusive and will not appear elsewhere. Some are early access.
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You get to see into the world building process for all of my various stories. Here is where I post character designs, environment studies, weapons, cultural elements and the like. There might be story drabbles and Meet-The-Character write-ups as I sort things out before and during writing novels, etc.
As always, I'd aim to keep major spoilers out of this but you'd get a pretty good view of story premises and a lot of material to speculate from before anyone else. This is almost guaranteed to be exclusive outside of artbooks (and there's no guarantee that I'll ever be able to afford to publish one of those, so it might be truly exclusive).
At this level there will also be a monthly Suggest-A-Sketch post at the end of every month, where you guys have the opportunity to give me ideas to draw from for both this tier and for the $3 tier for the following month. There's no guarantee that I can sketch all of what's suggested, but I'd sure as heck try. :)
They'll be slow to appear, but after several rounds of editing, my fiction will also periodically appear in this tier. If you want to read things at a more rapid pace, take a look at the $10 tier.
This is where you get to read what I write as I write it, from all of my works, be they short stories or longer novels. It guarantees to be a pretty busy reward tier during NaNoWriMo season! These are all just rough drafts and will definitely go through changes both major and minor before anything is deemed finished and publishable, but it's a good place to be if you like to read early works and offer feedback.