Anxiety.....
 
Hey, everyone~

So, October is halfway through and once again, I am struggling to do art. My anxiety has been really bad since the end of September, and it's seriously affecting my ability to do art. 

I'm trying to get in to my mental health doctor to see what's wrong, and try to get some more help. 

I feel so lame for all of this. :/ I was so hopeful at the start of this month that I'd be able to get a lot done, but here we are.

Sorry for making this downer of a post. I just wanted to let you all know what's going on, and why I've been silent so far this month. 

Also; if you feel like I'm too inconsistent, or you're frustrated with all of this, you certainly don't have to keep pledging to me. I'm working hard to get better, and to keep creating art for you guys, but sometimes it's just a bit difficult, despite my best efforts. I really want to be a better artist. I am passionate about this, which is why it's so frustrating to me that my mind behaves this way. 

I still want to do my best to finish some stuff for you guys this month, but I also need to figure out these mental problems. I want to promise some great stuff for you guys, but right now that just isn't wise.