Back then was I terrified that I was getting a heart-attack, but at the hospital did they not find anything on my heart, nor lungs. No infection or anything. Instead the doctor asked if I had lot of anxiety attacks. Back then didn't I really understand what it was and how it worked.
Now I do understand it more and now I getting it again; a sharp painful feeling over my chest and lunges. No wonder though with the latest months have been for me. It wont kill me, but it hurts a lot and make it hard for me to talk and be active at all.
Hopefully though will I be back next week, as I will need the time to recover as much as I can. Thank everyone of you for your amazing support, as it meant super much for me under all my time on Youtube. <3