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Authenticity Ain't Easy.
 

hi baes,!

hope your day is going well, finished another video diary this morning and had to share it with my patrons first - OF COURSE!

some background: 

do you know those people who hear an accent and automatically - and often accidentally - take on that accent? i'm that girl, but to an extreme. since i was young, i've always taken on another person's mood, tone, body language and mirrored it back. 

it's a trait of mine i've been incredibly critical of as it made me feel inauthentic and fake. there's something damaging about having involuntary multiple 'selves' as one is actively trying to discover their own true "self". 

today's video diary is a reflection of this. i don't have an answer to it, yet, but i'm working to embrace this part of me. perhaps, me being me is me accommodating those around me?

we shall see.

ari

p.s. PATRON HANGOUT THIS FRIDAY @ 6PM PACIFIC! I'LL DROP THE LINK ON THE DAY!

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