Not feeling too good. Been having a rough week. Just been told my dog of 12 years will choke to death due to a sudden growth on her neck. It would cost thousands for surgery, money I don't have, that's assuming any vet would be willing to do a surgery that complex. So I was given some pills and told eventually the time will come to put her down.

Yeah... I was never a stable person mentally, so it's gonna be interesting how this'll all end.