I'm starting to learn that there is a lot more to this YouTube business then simply chucking up content into the internet universe. There are tons of people who watch my stuff, and each of them have the things that make them happy, and the others that drag them down. Anxiety, depression, anger, fear, jealousy, frustration. Each of these plague them.
And as such, they turn to me.
THAT was unexpected. THAT was a surprise. THAT was something I didn't see coming. First one, then another, then suddenly dozens approach me with their problems, like I am the messiah. DOZENS.
So here I sit, at such a small number of subscribers, with a bunch of people all asking me to be their friends, to listen to their problems, and to continue to make them laugh and smile.
Each, and every single day.
You know what? I love it. I LIVE for this.
THIS is why I'm here. THIS is why I do YouTube. THIS is why I work so hard, sleep so little, and stress so much about my own success. I want to be the best that I can be, create the best content that I can, and reach the level of success that will let me change lives.
Not for my self.