I began this piece to test streaming issues very quickly, but eventually served as an introspective process that was much overdue for me. I've been feeling very lost with regards to many, many things, and my painting process has definitely been one of them. I've been wanting to find more efficient ways to express what I had in mind, both in terms of time and number of layers I use in Photoshop, which grew exponentially as I began keeping them un-merged for Patreon rewards. This painting was a process that I needed to take to recalibrate my approach and methods. I think certain things did work, while others not as much - but it's always a work in progress.