Fitting in....
 
Greetings Supportors. A strange report here. A while back an open Mic that I was preparing for was canceled. it was canceled one more time and it finally happened Wednesday. So many obstacles kept happening even though I devoted a lot of practice time and meditated and prayed when it came time for me to go on it was bad. the lights were too low I sounded stupid and even though it was supposed to be indian music I was the only one doing an indian song. This open mic was listed in two indian music meetup groups. I was immediately followed by a very awkward trump supporter girl. guess I could label it agenda based oppositional energy because seemingly it was an effort to suppress indian music. also it was Indian republic day. the host, a lovely tall Indian man kept making jokes including jokes that support going to church. I wouldn't presume to really understand this situation as there are so many hidden forces working... but that's the latest. all I can do now is take this as a sort of lesson to try to make real sure I have support. even if there are agendas I don't need to be a victim. if you would like to check out this cute live performance of the Hussein brothers doing the Ganpati song https://youtu.be/fdl4TwnIt-Y thanks for your support there is nothing to do but keep going and learning 5 minutes ago