I feel like I'm at a weird point where in order for me to dedicate myself to patreon, I'd have to leave my job to dedicate myself to it. And for the moment, I wouldn't earn enough each month to survive whilst paradoxically I'd need to draw more to get more people.
I've been barely managing to keep to the colour tier of rewards but the sketches have been going under my radar. I have a backlog, I admit and it's starting to get to me that I'm disappointing people or swindling them for money. So for the time being, I'm swapping back to pay per picture rather than per month. Taking that time to clear up the existing backlog and start again fresh.
Current and past patrons that have left due to my actions will be given their backlog drawings. Thank you to those that stick with me, I'm not sure why you do, haha.
Maybe I need to consider the rewards in the first place and if I should even have them. I don't know whether that would be fair or not as then there wouldn't be any incentive to keep supporting me? I don't know... What do you all think?