I'm sorry I haven't responded to all of your messages, I'm sorry I still haven't done that hentai watching session, and I'm sorry I haven't been able to give back to all of you for supporting me. I sent out personally written letters to everyone over a 10 dollar donation who included their address, and I'm sad to see some people saying they didn't arrive. I've been kinda swamped over the last 2 months, just been trying to fit Youtube into my life without getting stressed and feel like shit. I've put entertaining people and my own mental health ahead of everything else in my life. I truly appreciate every single one of you supporting me, even though I don't want to beg for money here forever, but even if I some day close this I will always have the names of every single person who has supported me. I'm just trying to be a good entertainer and still function in my day to day life, don't hate me too much.