It's the fact that my life, and my art is being controlled by the thought of "why would anyone want to hear what I say?"
I have come to believe in myself that my words, my thoughts, and my art are unnecessary, unwanted, resented. And the truth of those thoughts is this: My words are necessary. My thoughts are wanted. My Art is Welcome.
I so often fall into self-sabotage and procrastination because "if I try and fail, what's the point?"
But To Fail is To Learn.
To try and fail is to learn and grow.
If I never try, I will never gain, I will never speak, I will never bloom.
I want to gain. I want to grow. I want to bloom.
I will speak. People will listen. People want to listen. And those who don't want to listen will leave, and that is okay.
I won't be alone.
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This will also include a monthly post about the art I make on other platforms, fun personal stories, and other small cracks into my world. This post will be at the end of every month.
Also this tier will open up any Lens posts I make which is basically a glorified snapchat so get ready for random WIP pictures and videos.
These posts will be on Tuesdays
PLUS you get bonus images from the comic and all the rest of the Backstage Pass Tier
Every other Friday I plan to post a photo from the week that I am proud of. I might write an explanation around it, I might not.
You will also have access to all the photography, comic and backstage posts.
The first of each month is Poetry Day for this tier. I will post a poem (New or Old) that I wrote and you will also have access to all the art from the lower tiers!
This comes with an, at least weekly, post on Sundays as well as all the lower tier art.
Digital Art Supporter
It also gets you a discount code for my RedBubble Page on top of every other post from the lower tiers
Red Leaf Productions Partner
This tier is still a work in progress but an exciting one!
Angel of my Heart
Seriously though, if you choose this perk I am so honoured, humbled, and thankful.