Jumping off point
 
I'm at that point in the loop again where I am about to become optimistic. This could be a bad thing as it is just a continuation of the cycle I want to break out of. I still don't know what habits I need to change exactly in order to break out of my cycle that almost always ends in long a hiatus of inactivity with my blog. If I drop back into the cycle again I may get another week and a half out before I'm back to my usual old cynicism and pessimism. Hopefully I can start to figure some of these things out before my inspiration runs out again.