i just can't find it in me to find art enjoyable, save for momentary bouts of when im motivated. it's definitely not enough for me to be putting things out regularly for this patreon, even though i've really wanted to. maybe sometimes in the future i'll be able to actually supply what i want to deliver, but right now i just can't find it in me to give a crap about anything, especially not my art. 

so this might be my last month of this patreon before i maybe turn it back into a simple tip jar of sorts to help me buy food or something. i don't know. i j ust don't provide what i need to or what i want to and it's unfair to all of you.

thank you for sticking around for so long. we'll see what i can produce this month. ( who knows maybe new year will be good for me )