Mostly, like many, I have folded my truest nature inside while I â€œmake it workâ€ within the convention. Because my spirit is so strong, she would knock consistently at the part of myself that could allow her to unfold and stretch out for a while. Before she was required, by my conventional parts, to return to her spot. She quietly left me with some wisdom. Then she would willingly fold back up while I looked over the wisdom slice and returned to the appropriate behaviors of the conventional world.
But now, she has had enough of folding and unfolding. She wants to express herself. She has experiences to live, things to say and a life to createâ€¦â€¦ instead of a life of working within the confines of convention. Those confines are too small for her. She needs to stretch!
While she quietly and confidently plans to lead the show now, some of my other parts are confused by her. They feel fear, intrigue, denial, a sense of adventure, restless, excited but mostly anxious.
She whispers stick with me and have faith.
Let's see where she takes us.